Weekend Favorites.

Hey guys, welcome back to the blog, it’s Friday and it’s time for another Weekend Favourites post. For those of you that are new, this is the post where I share my top favourite from the week, from Music, Movies, TV series, Instagram followers, Fashion, Lifetsyle etc. Today, however I’m going to be sharing my favourite Albums and comedy Tv Series (animation and sitcom) to get you through the weekend. So, let’s go!!!!!

ALBUMS

Westlife – Spectrum (After years, I think probably 20 years now, they’re finally back with an album. I was beyond excited when they released their single “Hello My Love” early this year and promised to release an album later this year. They were an absolute favourite growing up and seeing them back, creating new and beautiful music is just very nice and I’m so very happy about it. When I say there is legit no bad song on this album, I absolutely mean it. It so very beautifully done and arranged. The songs are so nice and calming to listen to; their sounds are still pure and powerful. I’ve been listening to the album on repeat for days now and I can’t stop. It’s hard to pick a favourite song but I really like Repair, One Last Time and Dynamite.)

Celine Dion – Courage ( So, I was scrolling through my regular download sites and I saw the Celine Dion had 4 new songs out, a surprise drop for her fans in anticipation for the new album. I quickly downloaded them. Celine Dion has always been a massive favourite of mine, her vocal range is beyond!!!! And tbh, I think she’s one of the very few artistes that do not have a bad song, like a single one. This album didn’t disappoint either, I remember describing it on twitter as “if inspirational and life quotes was a song or an album, it will be this”. Every song had a deep, powerful and relatable message, I remember the first day I listened to “The Hard way” I actually cried, it really hit me so freaking hard because that’s how I’ve been living my life for a while now. It’s just a very good and beautiful work of art though.

Ycee – Ycee vs Zaheer ( Im not the greatest fan of Music and tbh, nothing really interests me about the gbas gbos afropunk sound that most of these artistes try to pass on us, but every once in a while, there are those ones that I actually really like because of how intelligent and smart their sounds are. It’s more than the commercial sound that others try too hard to pass on as music but it’s actually a work of art, like this album. Ycee is one of the very few Nigerian rappers I actually listen to, and tbh I started listening to his songs this year but I’ve been super impressed and when I saw he had an album, I quickly got it. You can hear the influences from both new and old school rappers, his play on words and pop culture, his ability to switch and go from soft to hard seamlessly. In an interview, he said it took over 2 years to produce this album and I was like, that is clearly evident. It’s a well-produced album and the features are very smart and well arranged. I’m very impressed and happy with it. Good work Ycee.

James Arthur – You (James Arthur is undoubtedly one of the best male vocalists’ rn!!! His sound is pure power and rage!!! Like you can legit feel everything and I mean everything in the message he is trying to sing and pass across. His previous album (Back from the edge) completely sold me on his talent, ever since then, I’ve always listened to every work he has released and I’ve never been disappointed. His voice sours so high on this album, taking us on a rough and dangerous journey that we are all well ready to go on, he makes pain feel normal because it really is, he makes love feel timeless because it should be, hope for life when feeling depressed and sad. His work is beyond amazing and powerful. I really enjoy listening to this album, you will too.

Lewis Capaldi – Divinely Uninspired to a Hellish Extent (Tbh, the name is quite ironic considering how inspiring the album is. I first heard his song on Sunday and boy oh boy, I’ve been crazily hooked!!!!! When I say his songs are just are beyond and I mean Beyond beautiful, I mean it!!!! His voice!!!! I actually had to Google him just to see what he actually looked like, he is 23!!!! 23!!!!! It made me realise, all things being equal, the new boys are actually doing waaaaaayyyyy more than the new girls, I mean, tbh, there are new sounds coming out, new vibes, new looks, styles etc., There is more diversity in the mainstream media, which I am a fan off, but the main thing that should never change is the question “can you actually sing?!” and tbh, many of the new faves, even with auto tune fail this question. That being said, he is an amazing, his voice and range is amazing and his art is even more amazing and I’m sure you will appreciate it too.

TV SERIES

Bob Heart Abishola (when the trailer of this CBS series came out early this year, I was so freaking excited!!!! Because I never knew I really wanted a series with a Nigerian lead before till I saw trailer and it just made me so freaking happy and really appreciate the doors this would be opening for more Nigerian series and shows. The series is very funny and actually relatable. I think on of my major fears when the trailer came out was that they might not get the accent and the intonations and quirks of the regular Nigerian down and that might lowkey annoy me, but, they really did, everything of the regular (okay maybe a bit bougie) Yoruba Nigerian family was gotten down. The Nigerian Characters are extremely funny and their scenes always make me happy, especially when they interact with their white counterparts. It’s on his 8th episode, so you can actually download and binge watch over the weekend and have a good laugh.

Bless the Harts (I’m legit smiling rn thinking about this series, this is one of the funniest cartoons I’ve ever watched in my life!!! I think it’s the accent!!! It’s so crazy and funny!!!! Oh lord!!! The way the characters talk!!! I just can’t actually describe this without laughing like a mad person because I’m just smiling like a silly person and I’m in public. But, anyways, you need to watch this series, if you don’t laugh, then you’re dead inside. Lol

The Neighbourhood (This is in its second season but it still has the funny on lock. I actually binged watched the whole of season 1 and parts of the season 2 already out and I really enjoyed it. The characters are so hilarious and the storyline is quite interesting. We’ve seen the connection and relationship with each other grow with each episode. Cedric the entertainer has always been one of my favourite comedians and Tchina Arnold from Everybody Hates Chris is one of the funniest actors in American sitcom. I really enjoy the family dynamic and the flow of characters between the casts and both races. It’s interesting, it’s funny. )

Bobs Burgers (I’ve always seen clips and pieces of this series on twitter and I’ve always wanted to download and watch but never really had the final push till this new season rolled out. I am impressed. At first, when I heard Bobs voice I was like where I have I heard this voice before, I was so confused that I had to pause the series and Google it, turns out, he is the one that did the voice over for Archer, as in Sterling Archer. I think that just made me like the series even more. The characters are all very funny, the mom is hilarious the kids are so weird and disastrous, their conversations and interactions are just as funny as it is sweet. I really look forward to new episodes of the series.

Big Hero 6 (I got this from a friend and I was really happy about it. It’s a very interesting series but tbh, it’s a bit repetitive. It does have a good and engaging storyline but I sometimes feel like they could switch it up a bit, change some scenarios and give us like a twist or two. However, all in all, it’s a very interesting series; I enjoy watching it while I’m eating.

Thank you so very much for reading this very long post, I wanted to make it as expressive as possible. I appreciate your time and I hope you listen, watch and enjoy this music and series on my favourite list. Have a nice weekend.

MUSIC MONDAY

Hello everyone, hope you are having a good day?! After my last post, a couple of people hit my socials asking for music updates and I was abit bummed out because I knew I had planned to do a music update post too but I was too busy on Friday and tbh very overwhelmed and anxious. I had to refocus over the weekend.to clear my head, I cleaned and rearranged my room (Guys, if you ever feel choked up or anxious, try rearranging your living space, it’s not just relaxing; it also makes an old space feel fresh and new). Anyways, I woke up around 4am with this intense zeal to do a post this morning, so I figured why not do a Music Monday post, my readers are clearly interested in my playlist, why not give them what they want, so, You’re welcome…. LOLToday, I will be sharing my top 10 songs rn. Mind you some of the songs here might be old (Cause tbh, I feel like music in some way has lost ot art and sense of reasoning and these “artists” are being repetitive and copying each other) but they’re still fun and you will like them. So, let’s get into it.• Ben Platt: Temporary Love. {I first heard Ben Platt sing in the movie Pitch Perfect, I knew he sounded good but didn’t really pay attention to him, then I heard him sing on the Netflix Series The Politician and I was blown away, a couple of YouTube videos later, I found myself downloading all his songs!!!!!His Sound is so pure and very powerful!!!! His voice resonates in the air, it literally feels like you’re flying in the sky when you listen to his songs, it’s a beautiful high. And his lyrics and message are actually relatable and enjoyable, they make sense, it’s simple, engaging, beautiful and surreal at the same time. He is my favourite artist rn and this is my favourite song.
Todrick Hall Ft Tiffany Haddish: Dripeesha {when this song is on, you can’t tell me shit, I’m strutting like I own the fucking world and everyone in my eyesight are peasants. Oh the ratchetness!!!!!!!! I listened to this song so much that I go to bed with it playing in my head and I wake up like verse 2.Its just so freaky and nasty and twerky, its just everything!!!!!!! I really hope the gp starts fucking with todrick cause he creates art!!!! I mean this is album is a massive shift from straight outta oz and forbidden but even those albums had hoe songs in them too, I mean, you had Doll hairs ft Shangela, Low ft Rupaul, Wrong Bitch ft Bob the drag queen, just to name a few, so these type of songs, commercial as they may seem, aren’t necessarily a stretch for him.Bts: Anpanman {Tbh I was going to put up their whole album as a favourite here but that won’t be fair. I still bop so hard to this song. Music defies language barriers. I just get my groove on every time I listen to a bts track; their sound is a whole mood!!!!! I’m actually listening to this song rn and I’m feeling myself so hard!!!! LOL. They’re so good!!! I need a new album tho. Ed sheeran ft Khalid: Beautiful People {You know that kinda sounds that you feel like you need but deep down you are scared that they might not go well together and then they mix and it’s so yummy and delicious, this is me pre and post listening to this song. I randomly came across it while doing my weekly music downloads and at first I was like “WTF” this looks so good, it might not sound great. I finally had the courage to listen to it and man, I was hooked!!!!! They sounded so freaking good together!!!! It was amazing to listen to, their voices complimented each other’s really well. Beautiful song with a very deep and resounding message.The Weekend: Six feet under {This song makes me feel like I should not think or dream of stopping till I secure every single bag….. You know that kind of tune that just motivates you and makes you want to slay everything in your path and reinforces your every decision?! Lol, I swear I get a totally different energy from songs than most of y’all.Beyonce: I Was Here { I watched this video last night and lemme tell you, I cried so hard!!!! I downloaded the audio this morning and I really listened to it, replaying as much memories of my life that I could remember. It makes you think, makes you want to do more, do better, give, love, be happy but it still has a hint of sadness especially when you realize that you might not be living. There’s the quote “You are alive but not living”. It’s one thing to be alive and it’s another to live a life. Ask yourself, are you really living a life?! If the answer is no, then please try and start doing that today.M.I: Viper {lemme tell you, I don’t buy into beefs and diss of any kind, I will forever see them as stunts to make irrelevant acts trend or be the downfall of a young artist on the rise. Tbh, I didn’t even know that Vector had a diss track for M,I till then day this song came out, I was just scrolling aimlessly on twitter and majority of the tweets were about M.I and I was abit worried cause tbh, good shit never really trend on twitter and I’m lowkey a fan of his, I just love his vibe, he looks cool. Anyways, I digress, so, I see he is trending and I click on his name and all the tweets pop up about him destroying Vector in his new tune, at first I was like “pass” but I heard a snippet on twitter and I was like “WOAH, this is fire!!!!!!”. The flows, the delivery, the simple ways he rode the beat, the bible quotes, the clarity, everything was on freaking point. I just didn’t like the fact that it was a diss song tho, cause it’s just for trend and that’s it, no life. But still, a nice one.Johnny Drille: Count on you {I think this is like the third song of his I’ve actually listened to, I think he has more than this or even an album out, correct me if im wrong tho, tbh, I really don’t go searching for most Nigerian songs, I just feel like most of the songs here are over commercialized and just to fit a particular trend, theres no more creativity or longevity of tracks, tbh I can’t remember the last Nigerian song I actively searched for or was really really excited to listen too, and this goes for some American songs too. I have a specific taste.Anyways, I remember a friend of mine was talking at length about this guy and he gave me the song and I was really impressed. It’s like a light a breezy mix of john legend and keith urban. His sound is so nice and breezy!!!! Very beautiful song. I recommend.Tiwa Savage: 49:99 { when I tell you how hard I smiled while watching this video!!!!! I was beyond impressed!!!!! The scenes were very beautiful; the outfits were impeccable and sexy!!!!! She freaking delivered!!!! Tbh, I’ve been abit sceptical about her works for a minute tho, Tiwa is one of the very few musicians I follow in naija and not to be that guy but before the gift collaboration with Beyonce, I was abit not impressed with her works but, she really came through on that project, giving me every single bit of vocal range I needed and she is keeping it moving. I see a new wave for her and I hope she rides it and gets all her high. Good song. Great video.Sean Paul ft Leona Lewis; Good Vibes {anytime Sean Paul teams up with Leona Lewis, they always create magic. Yes MAGIC!!!!! Leona Lewis is one of my favourite vocalists ever!!! Like period!!!!! Her sound is pure and angelic. It is just grace and effortless!!!! And the notes she hits, some of your faves will never hit that even with the auto tune and tweaking…. Tbh, I didn’t know I had this song on my playlist, it just randomly came on and once I recognized her voice and I sat up right, like I wanted to hear every single breat and sound in the song.It’s so freaking good!!!!!! Her tone is just beautiful and distinct. It’s like Beyonce or Sia or Mariah and even Whitney, by their sound; you just know who is singing. Good song.
PHEW!!!!!!! There you have it guys, my top ten songs of the week. I need to get focused on work now. Thank you so much for reading. Please share and comment your favourite sing on this list and songs I need to listen to….
Also follow me on ig with instagram.com/michaelalbert I post cute pics. Have a great day……

Friday Favourites: 5 international Instagram male influencers you should follow.

Hi guys, welcome back to my blog. So, the other day I was going through my blog posts, checking my stats and trying to come up with new contents and ideas and I saw a post I wrote titled “5 African influencers you should follow” which if you haven’t seen, you can check it out here (https://wp.me/p8MTi0-5T). The post got a lot of positive feedback from you guys and some of the people I highlighted here also reached out showing their appreciation (which was kinda cool tbh 😊). So, today I decided to broaden the reach, share with you other individuals from non African countries, who in some way inspire me with their contents, fashion and lifestyle. And they take really dope pics too. 😊

So, here we go….

1. Justinliv (Instagram.com/justinliv)

I first saw his pic on Tyler Oakley’s timeline years back and I’m like, he looks really cool, I love his style. Over the years, I’ve picked up style tips from his looks and outfits. The way he layers his outfit, his ability to play with colours and just make everything he wears look really simple but damn cool is actually amazing.

His contents are really interesting and his editing skills is on point. I like how not so perfect his Instagram feed looks, it’s not too curated that makes you feel like he’s doing too much and not too scattered that it makes you wonder what’s happening here.

His pictures are well taken and the story he tells either about an ad or product or just his life is clear.

2. Eric Wertz (Instagram.com/bluecollarprep) Wow!!!!!

That was the first thing I said when I came across his picture for the first time. The way he edits his pics!!!! I have no freaking idea how he brings forth something this mind blowing all the time.

The consistency of his theme and how every pic he posts on Instagram goes with the theme is just amazing. That takes a lot of discipline and skill, cause I can’t imagine how hard that is to do (or its probably easy for him at this point). The clarity and sharpness of his pictures and contents, you get to see every detail in whatever he shows you. And I mean EVERY detail.

I lowkey feel like me just saying it rn doesn’t give his feed and content justice, please go check him out and be amazed as well.

3. Elvis (Instagram.com/solo_elvis) Streetwear!!!!

If you’re a massive fan of streetwear looks, then this is your guy!!!! All his fits are fire as fuck!!!! The way he pairs everything up, from his hat to the colours of the shirts, trousers and shoes, its almost matchy matchy but in a very interesting and fun way.

He’s very trendy, it’s not too complex or high end fashion, it’s more like every day wears with a twist. I wonder how big his closet is, cause the clothes he wears are freaking many and colourful, his closet probably looks like a rainbow 😊.

4. David Guison (Instagram.com/davidguison)

I first came across this guy on YouTube, I enjoy his videos a lot and although most times he doesn’t speak English, his contents is still very enjoyable. His Instagram feed is equally or maybe slightly more amazing. I love a good theme and he keeps his orange theme going from his YouTube videos to his Instagram feed.

His contents are very fun, lighthearted, simple, easy and very cool. Its looks are very island vibes (mainly due to where he is from and/or stays) prints, flowy pants, stripes, shorts, plain white tees.

5. Joel (Instagram.com/gallucks)

Also another person I first saw on YouTube before following on Instagram. He is high end streetwear. I don’t think I’ve seen anyone that plays with their looks and style the way he does.

The way he puts an outfit together, normally would look weird on someone else but on him, it looks rather dope and interesting. His style to me, goes from formal to streetwear a little bit of punk and casual.

Their you have it guys, my to 5 Friday favourites. Please like and commenf whom you think I should follow. And also follow me on ig Instagram.com/Michaelalbert.

Thank you. ❤

Story Time. My visit to the dentist.

I came to luth for dental check up today. Tbh, I get very anxious foing places, meeting new people (even knowing the fact that I’ll probably not see them again) just being in public generally makes me feel weird. But my teeth has been aching their out of me for weeks now and I just had come down here. I got here early in the morning from the advise of a staff and just trying to beat the rush. (First come first serve kinda thing, the earlier you come, the quicker you get treated), waited patiently till about 8.10, the doctors and students started tropping in, the receptionist was amazing. Which I was weirdly surprised about because service in Nigeria, especially from non medical and even medical staffs. So, that took me aback tbh and was really refreshing as I felt my anxiety reduce abit. Made the necessary payments and was waiting on the student doctor. A bright eyed young girl called my name and asked me to follow her. We went to a private space and just started talking. I’m not an easy talker, like I dont like talking at all. I mostly just listen but I felt like in that moment, it was a no judgement space and everything was going to be fine. She asked a couple of questions, which I answered truthfully, she did her examinations, took some notes during which time I was watching keeping up with the Kardashians( its weirdly addictive). We got done and I made the necessary payments and went to the cray room. Now while I was waiting my turn, I heard some cries in the room and I asked the nurse if the process was painful and she said no, that there was a kid with special need inside and he was afraid of the machine. And my heart melted. I felt this pang in my chest. His mom came out and was scared and teary eyed. I wanted to just get up and hug her. A female doctor did tho. Then a Male doctor went in there and talked the boy down in yoruba and they started counting to ten and by the third count they were done and clapping for the guy and how amazing he was. I smiled. It was a beautiful moment. It made me realize that fear is not just subjected to a particular person or thing, you aren’t the only one who experiences a specific type of fear, regardless of your status, challenges or sex, we all experience it and what really helps us overcome it, sometimes it’s just our sheer will but other times, it’s the people around us. The ones ready to tell us “yo, it’s easy, it’s not painful, you can get through this, you will be fine, I am here for you” . These affirmations and conversations help. They help alot. I commended the doctor (which now that I’m thinking about it, it’s a strange thing for me to do, talk to people, especially in hospitals but the air here was just different and welcoming) and he said, “you have to always be ready to deal with different kinds of people with different emotions and behaviors, it’s a human thing” and he smiled. That made me smile. Its not just about doing a job or doing what you’re used to doing, it’s being human, seeing someone who’s in need and frightened and being able to help them, not just because you’re in the position to, but because you should, it’s the right thing to do.

Now, I got to meet the main doctor and consultant in a room filled with students and walking in I was like “fuuuuuccckkkk!!!!! I’m about to open my mouth in a room filled with not just one stranger but iver 10 students!!!!!” My anxiety creeped back in but I was like “dude, chill, it’s a learning thing and you’ll never see these people again, plus, if you dont do this, you’ll have this pain forever!!!!” Then I think the doctor noticed how anxious I was and made a joke about me not breaking their chair, since I was shaking so much. Lol. That made me laugh, she started doing the examination, exposing my mouth to the whole room, asking questions and teaching and my eyes are shit and I’m thinking “yo, I’m a human Guinea pig and I should’ve eaten before coming here” I wasnt nervous, she didnt make it weird, I was actually living for the whole thing. I mean it’s weird that people get to see inside my mouth and shit but it wasnt weird weird, it was okay.

We finished the exams and I decided to extract the tooth. Oh I’m reading that rn. (Oh ps. I’m currently in the hospital, like this is happening as I am writing this now, I dont want to forget anything about this experience)

The extraction. I got to the surgical room and laid down on the bed as directed. The student doctor came up to me, Introduced herself and told me what she was about to do, I already knew what was about to happen cause this was my second time extracting a tooth. So I had a fair idea about what was about to happen. She said she was about to inject me with something that would make my gum feel numb so that I wont feel any pain when they extract the tooth, she injected the drug in my gum, *which hurt as hell btw* and after a couple of minutes, I started feeling this weird sensation in my tongue and lips, she did her examination and I still felt pain, so she injected me again. My lip feels fucking heavy rn. Anyways, after a min, I was ready, let the extraction begin. The doctor came in. Started doing his thing, digging and shit and I didnt feel any pain, (which was a big relief cause the way he was digging it was like there was gold at the end of my gum lol) after awhile, he called one of the female students to come continue and at first I was like hell no, do ur job (although I couldn’t communicate well cause my mouth was heavy as shit) he reassured me that everything would be fine and I deadass said “babe, don’t fuck my mouth up please” I think they heard me cause the whole room bursted out laughing 😊😁 . So she did her job and within 5mins, the tooth was out. Big ass tooth I might add. But it was out and i was relieved. They told me the do’s and don’ts and what to expect, your basic post op infos. My mouth still feels heavy, I dunno if I’ll eat tonight.

What I really enjoyed about the whole experience and yes I said enjoyed, was the teaching. That feeling of being in a learning environment. It somehow made me miss school and that rush. Idk. But aside that, the service was amazing and genuinely helpful and kind. The staffs and students, freaking cool and intelligent. Overall, my aching tooth is out, I met cool people and got out of my comfort zone and handled my anxiety pretty well. I’m growing. 😊😁🤴🏾

Friday Favorites: Music and TV edition.

Hey guys, welcome back to my blog.

It’s the weekend and I felt like bringing back this trend, sharing with you guys, my favorite things from the week. This ranges from music (singles and albums), movies, grooming products, Instagram Influencers, food, places and locations, accessories and fashion, everything and anything I’ve really been into during the week.

Today I’m going to be sharing with you all my favorite music and TV shows from this week and giving you my little opinions about them and why you should listen and watch. So, let’s get into it.

Music.

1. Westlife – Better man (I’ve always enjoyed westlife’s songs, I don’t think they’ve ever released a bad song, it’s always had this chorusy sing along type of feel that just makes you feel relaxed and comfortable listening to it. And their lyrics and message frankly treads the thin line between cheesy and romantic, which I think is perfect.

This particular song, I think is the second single off their new album which is coming out later this year. The song is so damn good!!!!! Their voices have matured so much that as a man, I feel like they’re singing what I’d like to sing to someone else. Everything about the song, from the harmonies to the tempo and beat was amazing and the lyrics tho!!!! Phew!!!! Ed Sheeran is a songwriting beast. Great tune)

2. Waje – Why (so, I think sometime last week there was a viral video of waje complaining about people not actually listening to her songs anymore after they’ve been saying they needed an album from her. And it was quite painful to watch. I listened to her album way before the video came out and it was and is amazing!!!!

I feel like she’s the one true female vocalist that Nigeria has and her sound on this album was impeccable. It was surprising that it didn’t do well but tbh it wasn’t to surprising and this is not the fault of the album or waje but because, in my opinion, I feel like Nigerians aren’t necessarily ready or interested in this kinda of sound or music, especially from Nigerians. We fuck with Sam Smith and Adele and the rest international soulful vocal singers but when it comes to our own home bred ones, it’s like “eh, who cares” and that’s just sad. This song is one of my favorite from her album, the message and feel of the song is just very powerful and surreal and it features another amazing singer, Adekunle Gold.)

3. Ester Dean – Crazy Youngsters

( oh my days!!!!!! This is my favorite song ever!!!!!! I’ve been listening to this song almost every second of the day!!!!! This sing is beyond amazing!!!! If you dont know Ester Dean, she was in pitch perfect, she also had this jam “drop it low ft christ brown” back in the day and she writes songs for all your favorites and I mean all!!!!! Nicki Minaj, beyonce, Rihanna, fifth harmony etc.

Her sound is so raspy and strong!!!!!!! I just love her so much.)

4. Zayn Malik – There You are ( Zayn is one of my favourite artists this year. His vocals!!!!!!!! Beyond this world and powerful!!!!!!

It honestly draws you in, it’s very captivating and mysterious. I especially love this song because of the message/lyrics and catchy chorus. When you listen to it, you’ll understand and probably feel what I feel whenever I listen to this song. It’s just so beautiful and real. )

5. Westside cast – Champagne High (I first watched this show/series on Netflix and I was hooked immediately.

The stories are so powerful and real and to see how much creatives and/or musicians actually struggle in creating something special and their need to share it with the world and how much their works actually mean to them and how much if themselves they actually give into making this very special for us, it just made me feel very confident and secure, because I could relate to that, that intense feeling, your passion and drive, your need to create something real and how much of yourself you actually put into the work and process and how sometimes you just feel like giving up when you don’t see the immediate gratitude or appreciation of something you hold dear to your being and existence. It’s an amazing series filled with equally amazing songs)

TV series.

1. On my block ( This series is funny, dramatic, amazing, scary, bold, inspiring rolled into one big success. I love the story, the relationship between the characters, even the ones you didn’t expect would click and bond, have this funny and beautiful connection *abuelita and jamal* Its in its second season and it’s a Netflix series, so u know it’s good for one and two, it gets released at once so u can easily binge watch the whole thing without feeling the need to wait for a whole week for another episode.)

2. Schitts Creek : (one of my favorite comedy series rn. I just can’t explain how good this show is, tbh, I’m cracking my head rn, thinking of the best way to actually describe this show and why it’s so funny but I can’t, there’s no just one best way to do it. It’s just that good. Amazing cast and characters)

3. The Boondocks (I saw a clip of this series on Twitter and I just had to go back and download this series. I enjoy watching it when I’m eating, it’s so funny and real. Huey is who I inspire to be like. )

4. Queer Eye : ( one word *Inspiring * )

5. Turn up Charlie. : ( when I first saw the trailer of this show I was like “this is going to be interesting, funny and very African” I love how Idris Elba implements his African roots into his shows. Its like Britain meets Africa. I think this is the second comedy show that he’s doing with this “African influence genre”. This show is especially funny because of the bond between him and the other characters and bow he relates with his black family and friends and his white friends and also how he tries to navigate the world and tries to archieve his dream of being a DJ while in his 40s and babysitting his friends child.

Thank you for reading. ❤

Hey…..

Hey guys, I know it’s been awhile. Tbh I dont even really feel like writing this post or any post anymore but for some strange reason, here I am, typing again. I am scared. 😥

It’s been a really, really rough couple of months, a lot of things have happened to me, more bad than good and I’ve been so very angry. I’ve been having this intense anger, the type that makes you start asking yourself “why are you angry?” and you get angry at yourself for being angry without any real justification (I mean there are many reasons to be angry but somehow my subconscious doesn’t seem to think that these are good enough reasons for me to be so down and negative and then my anxiety kicks in, and then rollout the mood swings and depression) phew!!!!! Like I said, it’s been a rough couple of months.

So, I got dumped. This is the first time I’m actually really acknowledging that fact and it’s been over a month now, I’m not going to get into the details as to why that happened but it was a relationship I thought was special but clearly that feeling was just one sided. I hit rock bottom after that though. (Gosh, typing this things just brings everything to the forefront of my mind and I’ve been dreading this moment for a long time). I genuinely felt like I didnt have anything left to go on with in life. I couldn’t sleep for weeks, just kept tossing and turning cause it felt like a huge part of me had been destroyed. It wasn’t just about my heart (which feels cringey to say) it was more about my mental state and personality, like someone dugged deep into my mind, with big show type of hands, ruffled around it roughly and just pulled out a huge chunk of it, leaving me all confused and dumb.

I knew that I was not going to be okay, I knew that I needed someone just to tell and share what had happened to me with and just talk about it because I know myself. I will dwell and dwell on it and that would definitely lead me to having a mental breakdown, I was so sure that I was going to have one. 100 percent sure. I knew if I didn’t speak about it, if I didn’t tell someone right now, not because I needed comfort or someone to be like “you are perfect, you’ll be fine, so and so is a piece of shit that never deserved you anyways, you’ll find someone better, be strong, fuck that dumbass, you’re a strong man and you are better than all that mess”. Nah. I knew I had to tell someone just to let it out of my head. I remembered I laid in bed, in tears (legit like in one of those romantic movies, where the guy just has his heart broken and he doesn’t know what to do, so, he just sits still for a moment and next thing you get is a close up of his face and see a single tear dropping from his eyes.) Both hands behind my head, my legs stretched and just and I just laid still thinking “why dafuq did this happen to me?!” “What did I do to deserve this?!” “I was good, kind and present every single day” and I kept dwelling and dwelling and my insecurities started coming out, thoughts like “you’re too fat to be loved” “you never deserved to be in this and they found someone better” “maybe if you were more perfect, more handsome, more fit, just more, this wouldn’t be happening to you” ( I’m sitting here remembering that night and I’m thinking that was very dumb!!!! Those thoughts were very stupid and completely wrong. I’m never giving anyone or myself silly blames and excuses using my “insecurities ” as a tool. Because they shouldnt control shit about me and how I see myself. ) So, I Quickly texted my friend Sylvester, for some reason I just felt like he was the one I could reach out to, I just told him everything that had happened and how everything went and for a moment there, I felt at peace. A sense of clarity. I didnt just get over it immediately but it felt simple, easy. Like something has gone off my chest. I knew I had a long time to properly heal and I’ve been healing and just taking my time to really get myself back and decide “what now?!”

I know some of you are wondering why I’m sharing this with the world, “this is not the content you signed up for” 😊 but tbh, everytime I’ve tried to type something, this comes to my mind. I’ve gotten amazing ideas for blog posts but everytime I was like “I’m ready” this same thought creeps back into my mind. So using this platform, my platform, does help in a huge way. This is my means of sharing my life that I’ve made so very private with the public, hoping to relate with someone and know that in this crazy world, where everyone feels alone, there might be someone out there who might be going through the same thing and needs this as much as I do.

Life is not easy, it’s not as Instagram picture perfect as it seems. Which is something many people don’t get (myself included tbh), people are going through alot but most times we never get to see that, I mean it’s not like it’s written on the forehead like “be kind, this person is going through alot rn” (there’s not enough space on the forehead for all that anyways 😊). My point is this, people kept assuming that I was okay, that everything was good cause I kept putting a front and smiling and I have to do all that because I don’t want to be a bother to anyone, I can handle my shit. But sometimes, it’s just hard. And it’s not crazy to admit that I need help sometimes. So, special shoutout to my friends, the ones that have been there, making me laugh and feeling good and not dwelling on negative thoughts. I appreciate you. ❤

And you too for reading this really long ass post. You are freaking amazing and takes for embarking on this long ass journey and thought process with me. 😊❤😋 (I know I swear alot but, the way I write and my mind works is not for a board room presentation perfect post, it’s just me and my emotions at that particular space and time. So, please bear with me)

Thank you for reading and now that I’ve knocked this out. Be expecting more and regular contents soon.

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I HAVE NEVER…..

  • I have never truly lived.
  • I have never being in love. I think I’ve always thought I was because I felt the need to be with someone, I liked being with someone and that translated as love for me and I know its not but I guess that need made it something that I felt liked I should feel towards a person.
  • I have never been truly happy.
  • I have never really understood how and why I live my life the way I do.
  • I have never tried. Tried to push, tried to accomplish, tried to be, tried to try.
  • I have never been more than this. despite having this intense feeling about my potential, talent or abilities, despite setting goals, despite thinking up ways to achieve said goals and sometimes actually achieving said goals, I’ve never felt like I’m more than I was yesterday or the previous month or year. Never been more than this.
  • I have never understood how people looked or seemed perfect in my eyes and when I look in the mirror or take a picture, I stay steadying pointing out my flaws and how imperfect I am.
  • I have never understood why I keep trying to be like the picture perfect Instagram folks and why I conform to social media’s standards or definition of attractive, beauty and perfection.
  • I have never fought back or stood up for myself. I always think about  why the aggressor is right and come up with excuses or imaginary shit I might have done wrong to piss said person off or how I might not really know what I am saying when deep down I know I’m in the right. its like my subconscious is not on my side.
  • I have never really expressed myself. I always take a step back and let others do the talking and I listen, even when I feel like my opinion might be needed and I’m meant to jump in or chime in, I don’t.
  • I have never really enjoyed sex. I always haven’t felt that connected to anyone intimately. Its always so mechanical and I find myself wanting to just get it over with and leave that space.
  •  I  have never seen myself as smart or dutiful. People tend to tell me how smart I might whenever I actively come up with a solutions that gets them off a jam and generally in my day to day decisions and honestly, I haven’t felt that way.
  • I have never really felt good enough. Sometimes, I sit and wonder why this person likes me or why I am working here or why people tend to rush to me with issues or why I get to do this particular thing that I love, why do I have this particular opportunity over someone else. I still ask myself some of those questions today.
  • I have never really trusted anyone. I always feel like there’s an angle to everything people do, its either they do shit just to get some favour from you and get noticed or they do it for just their own pleasure or gain without giving a care or worry how it could affect you. granted most times I’m proved wrong and some people seem to genuinely care and are interested as much as you are in progress but I’m always waiting and questioning.
  • I have never not being depressed. This is something I’ve never shared or spoken about cause every time I try to, it kind of feels shoved aside and also I feel like I’ll become someone’s unnecessary burden, so I keep it inside, try to fix it myself, take I=on other peoples issues, be there for them as much as I can and keep it moving with these words “I am fine“. Am I though?!
  • I have never really travelled. aside school, I’ve always wanted to travel, just explore, I’ve always felt like I need to keep moving, it might make me sane… I have gotten invites to visit other places within and outside Nigeria but I tend to shy away from such offers cause ethers usually the whole “we will have sex” offer and I don’t always feel comfortable with that cause my body is the temple of the Holy Spirit lol (comic relief). But still, its an opportunity to explore.
  • I have never  not been angry. this anger I believe stems not fro hate or jealousy but from me not being able to express myself, to push myself or to try, take that step, always procrastinating, making a plan and not seeing it through and this intense pressure I’ve put on myself to be or to look just like the next insta pic I scroll through on my feed, that friend who is doing things and making moves, the couple that looks all loved up in the mall or cinema.
  • I have never really done anything I wanted to do because I’m afraid of the judgement from family, friends or the general public. Even when said thing will make me happy, I always think of what this decision would look like to my family, what people will say about me, will I still be seen as the same version I’ve always been or be branded and tagged with a stereotype.
  • I have never understood why I enjoyed being alone. Why I tend to get tired of people easily and why I take comfort in being and at the same time loathe myself for being alone. I love making friends and I do have some really nice ones but often times I feel like I do push them aside and they tend to pick up on my attitude and start doing things on their own, the hangouts become few, the messages become simple and slow and then you start getting the random “long time no chats” pop…..

This is my truth. I HAVE NEVER LIVED.

Friday favorites….

Hey guys, Happy New Year and welcome back to my blog. I do hope you all had a swell holiday and celebration. well I did and it was amazing, however,  the holidays have come and gone and now work has resumed for most people,  although,  I’m sure some of you are still in your villages, sleeping and eating fresh vegetables, pounded yam and delicious egusi soup, I wish I were doing that right now 😊😋. But yes, the holidays have come and gone and it’s time to get back to work. I woke up this morning thinking “I haven’t blogged in a long while, I need to create a fun, interesting and loooooooonnnnnggg post for you guys” lol so I thought “why not do like a Friday favorites post”. A post where I get to share my favorite things of the week, ranging from books (I have so many that I rarely read both physical and ebooks), songs, movies, shows, accessories, clothes, brands, instagram handles, things I thrifted or spent ridiculous amount of money on, basically anything and everything I feel I’ve liked during the week.

So without further ado, here they are:



  1. BAGS: So, I had the chance to go to Yaba on Tuesday, I wasn’t actually intending to get anything, I just wanted to see someone and getting to the market, I saw a bag shop and I figured I should get a backpack, something that I can conveniently use to carry my new  laptop and other little things and also use to pack a few clothes in case I’m going on a short trip.  After searching for awhile, seeing different types,  sizes  and arguing about prices, like I normally do (if you want to go shopping, take me along, I’m a very good bargainer, I always get my way 🙂 ALWAYS) 😊I was about to do the I’m going trick when I saw this red beauty hanging in plain sight and I’m like how did I not see this?! So, I straightened my face and ask how much it cost, the guy said 9500, I smiled, too expensive but I really needed it, it looked amazing, I said a little prayer and I tried again, using all the tricks in the book, I said I must get that bag whether the devil likes it or not, and my buying price was 4500 last!!!!! After much pleading and promises to be a loyal customer, the man finally agreed and I cried a little. I don’t think I’ve ever been happier, I paid and quickly ran away in case he changed his mind. lol…. so yeah, this bag looks amazing, string and very deep and comes with a earpiece port that you connect via the handle into your bag, meaning you don’t have to hold your phone on your hands while walking or travelling on a bus. I don’t think I’ll be using that feature much though. The feel is amazing and strong and the details are just dope. And its Red!!!!!!!  I love it!!!!!

2.  ACCESORIES: any one that really knows me, anyone that has been in my room, anyone that sees me on a daily basis or at least from time to time can ably tell you that the one stable piece of thing that you will always see on me are accessories!!!! I freaking love them…. The thing is this, I don’t necessarily go for overly expensive or high end trendy pieces, I just I just pick anything I feel looks cool and expressive and honestly I mostly get my pieces from your local passer-by mallams  or thrift shops.

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3.  CASES:  So, I finally got into the whole online shopping thing, I’ve honestly never been a fan of it but over the last 3 months or so, I find myself going through the jumia app, saving items that I really need and can afford, items I don’t necessarily need but are still kinda cute to waste money on and items that I know I will not even try to buy ( 1million naira for a camera?! 🤨😑 nope.) Anyone that uses a Samsung phone knows the struggle and pain it takes to find a very dope and expressive phone case, my last 2 trips to computer village was very regrettable, plain ass cases, designs, colours or anything just dull but functional though. so I saw a couple of this ones on jumia and I’ve been in love with them since!!!!!!!

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4.    LAPTOP: (I am legit screaming typing this, I’m beyond excited about this investment… I’ve been pining to get a new laptop for the absolute longest time and when I had finally saved enough, I knew I had to get a very good one, regardless of how dry my account will look once I purchased it and boy did it look dry!!!!!! But I’m very happy I got this cause honestly, its something I’ve absolutely needed and special shout out to kehinde savage for pushing/gabbing  me to get a new one cause my old one was busted as fuck!!!!! I got this one from jumia too, and it came 2 days later. This is the HP 15 intel core, 4gb and 1tb hdd windows 10 laptop. and its so easy to operate.


5.     MOVIES/TV SERIES:  there are so many movies and shows I’m currently watching rn, my external hard drive is packed full with movies and tv series (90% of which I’ve not watched yet) so I decided to share the ones I have actually watched and why y’all should also check them out.
  • Greenbook: I absolutely love this movie. Gosh, the storyline is so beautiful, captivating, interesting and real. There’s no sugarcoating it’s time reference and culture, Mahershala’s role in this movie is beyond amazing. His grace and poise even when he was angry is something I aspire to be. A very interesting movie.. “The world is filled with lonely people afraid to make the first move”
  • Schitts creek: I think this is honestly one of the most underrated TV shows in the world rn.
  • People dont get how funny this show is. The dynamic relationship between each member of the family, their sarcastic remarks, quips and pitches, it’s hilarious to watch.
  • Sex education:
  • This is honestly one of my favorite series I’ve watched this yeah, hands down. Its beyond amazing and interesting. The stories are very real and relatable. You see “sex education” and you’re probably weirded out abit thinking it’s just sex, teens, drugs or whatever  but as much as it is about sex, it’s not necessarily about sex. It’s just a very enlightening series, that shows you the very broaden and complicated mind of a teenager, how they go through each day, dealing with issues ranging from sex, love, bullies, desire to find oneself, trying to please everyone and reaching that breaking point where you no longer know who u are or what u want, sexual orientation and so on and so forth. It is a must watch and it’s been recieving great reviews.

6.    SONGS: I’m going to do a proper music Monday post next week and it will include my latest playlist and album reviews….. But I just felt like I had to share some of the songs I’ve been intensely listening to these past couple of days….
  • Westlife  (Hello my love)
  • Sam smith (fire on fire)
  • Panic at the disco (High Hopes)
  • Aretha Franklin (Bridge over troubled water)

7.     READS: This I had to include cause I feel like you’re not a lifestyle or fashion blogger if you dont have (new or old) this magazine. Not saying it’s a must, but it kinda is…. 😏

I got this a couple of days back, after watching Greenbook where Mahershala Ali started in and I know it’s an old issue, but I guess nostalgia made me do it. His story is quite interesting and positive too…. Amazing man.

Okay guys, there you have it….. I did tell you that this post will be long as hell.😁😋😊 I’m honestly having intense headache rn. But it’s all well and good.
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Thanks again…. Have a dope ass weekend.